In a nutshell……
Why does everything matter?
I need someone to talk to whom I can really trust. Though no one will probably understand since I survive on immaturity. Damn la there’s no purpose, no zeal, no drive anymore in ANYTHING that I do or used to do. I can’t even distract myself now.
I think I shall start DOTA again soon. At least I can get monster kills there…… (nope this is not angst. its just failure not only from a games perspective)
One for all, all for one, Venturez’ 06